After You're Old Enough Every Time Thinks Like This

I feel and remember how after turning 24 or some time last year, it slowly dawned on me that I was finally an adult and that I’m pretty much going to be on my own. I’m aware that I sort of matured slower than other people, and well, whatever – I’m just a kid at heart, you know?
Here are a few things that made me realize I was no longer a kid:

1. Some of the Olympic athletes I’ve been rooting for are younger than me, and some songs I like are by people who are younger than me. It’s just weird, man. All of my life, I’ve always looked up to people on TV who were always older than me if not the same age. And now, they’re getting younger? They’re practically babies, geez.

2.Everything makes me sleepy and I want to nap all the time nowadays. I’m sure a part of it has to do with not exercising regularly, but still, as a kid I was always on the go. I was either running all the time, playing TV tag or just dancing to the Spice Girls nonstop. Now, it’s really tough to push myself to be more active because napping feels nicer.

3. I don’t care for social events or fitting in. From elementary school all the way to community college, I’ve always tried really hard to fit in and be a part of the cliques I’ve always thought were cool. I wanted to make “cool” friends and have someone to take “cool” MySpace pictures with, really bad!

These days, I’m happy with the close friends that I have and I’m not really using anymore “friend applications”. Also, I dress really normal now. I stopped going shopping. I adore fashion but I don’t dress up to try to impress people anymore unless we’re talking about a job interview. I don’t know if this is a good or a bad thing.

4. I really want to get a cat or a dog! This doesn’t mean you can’t be “young” to take care of a pet, but for me, I never really wanted a pet until now. I’m old enough to accept the responsibility and I want to take care of something as long as it’s not an actual human baby.

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From her to him

Love is the most cheerful and painful thing at the same time.
We hear that love doesn't kill anyone, but we kill ourselves by hyper reacting.
Being alive doesn't mean that you are intact, it's all up to your soul whether it's satisfied and happy or dead and musty inside.
That's the real criterion which affirms your humanity...
Are you a human still or did you become a zombie??














Let's read carefully what she says.

I am not alone...
I have me beside me...
I got me supporting me...
I am always here for me...
I will never leave me...
That's what I thought of myself, but I was wrong...
I left myself... I don't know whether I left it or it got lost...
I have no shadow as if I am not existent...
I am not breathing though... Am I dead yet?
No, I think I am still alive as I can can feel the pain invading me inside...
This rusty salty scarlet blood which fills my mouth every time I cough proves that I still have the blood running through my veins...
* * cries and shouts * *
* * coughing and bleeding * *
I wasn't alone...
I had you beside me...
I got you supporting me...
Where are you? I.......
What's the point of living if you aren't a part of this life?
I always thought that I love you from my heart, but that was a stupid naive thought...
My heart is too small to contain that much feelings I have for you, that poor heart would explode...
I have my love for you in my blood running through my veins feeding my organs and parts...
Just like the sea... You are riding my blood waves through my body...
I am feeling cold not heat... I am thirsty... I am drowned... I am lost...
Now I'm waiting and waiting... For God's mercy and relief... May I find the peace...

Let's pray for her so that she gets what she aims for...
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Have You Crushed On Someone?

Have you ever crushed on someone? I'm sure you have. Some people think it's the best experience but others keep saying it's always terrifying.  We all know how different we are when fall in love. Of course, we act unusual way and do strange things.


Here are tips to recognize you crushed on someone completely!

=**= You experience "Butterflies in your stomach". Some scientists say it happens because of adrenaline. Anyway, you usually don't care why it happens, you just like feel butterflies fluttering inside of your stomach.

=**= You analyze everything too much. You do it all time trying to find out why your lover said something you dind't expect, acted different way and you want to know about all things he does. You mastered your analytical skills. Congratulations!

=**= You have happiness which comes from nowhere. You don't even know what makes you so happy, you just keep thinking of your crush. It makes you more happy and joyful. Isn't it great?

=**= You have conversations with your lover. Imaginary ones! You want to make sure you're ready for real conversations with him or her.

=**= Have you ever taken some strange online quizzes like "Love compatibility of zodiac signs" or maybe used "Fortune teller" in Galaxy? Don't worry. You're not alone.

=**= You are jealous as never before. You definitely like that person if you go jealous when he talks about someone else he/she might like.

=**= Do you blush while talking to your crush? Do you want to know if he is single or not?

=**= You probably talk a lot with friends about your crush, about every single interaction you had together before.

Don't be shy to love and be loved. Tell me what do you do when crushed on someone.
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